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Wednesday, July 25, 2007

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Whoa.  Hey.  Long time no see. 

I am alive and kicking.

Weight today = 325. 

I guess some things never change.  I have restarted Atkins.  Will keep you posted.

Honest.


Tuesday, August 02, 2005

It's been a long, long time since I've posted.  Today I weigh 315.  Sad, since I'm not even trying.


Tuesday, September 14, 2004

I have a fan!  Or at least a lurker.  A nice "how are you?" email from hewitt@cord.edu reminded me to come post.

I wish I had good news.  I'm 323 last time I weighed.  This after taking Hoodia and truly making an effort to eat less.  I feel less hungry and I truly felt I was eating less.

I try to hard not to dwell on it.  I feel that my only success will come by going back on Atkins.  Some days it just seems like such work.


Tuesday, August 24, 2004

The scale says 320 this morning.  It technically only goes to 300, so it really says 20.  But it's 320.

I'm 53 lbs over the weight of 267 that I had maintained for 4 years. 



Tuesday, August 17, 2004

I haven't posted in awhile and things haven' improved, really.  All day, most days, I think about how fat I am.  I also think about what I'm going to eat next.

I broke down and told my therapist that I needed help, real help, and you know what she told me?  Go to Overeater's Anonymous.  This coming from a 110 lb. woman.  I need real addiction counseling here, possibly from someone who might have actually been there and can understand.

Today I started taking a product called Hoodia that's supposed to decrease appetite.  Time will tell.



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